how does it feel like
watching the people closest to you
fight fight and fight
while you sit
and watch
then all at once they went all their ways
and all you can do is watch
and the life you didnt choose suddenly becomes yours


this happen so many years ago
scolding
comparing
crying
and all that
change everyone and never saw some anymore
is that what you guys want?
to be the same people as them?
stop
please it changed us and me
dont let it change you guys too

Invisible

Guess that title speaks for itself

Have you ever lived trying to go away from something so painful that not even time can erase it?

It's so long but it still gets me. Why?

deja vu

how do you encouter a deja vu?
where you spend the rest of your life running
away from what u thought neveer would haunt you
You tell yourself that each day would be a brighter day
And today it seems that rain is gonna come
Hard

and girl its a month..
right now, it seems so blur
pain? no pain?
i cant even tell
happy? not happy?
neither could i tell
a better day? i really hope so
at least you seem happy
thats the important part after all

one in a million

Been all over the worldDone a little bit of everythingLittle bit of everywhereWith a little bit of everyoneAll the girls I've been withThings I've seen it takes much to impressBut sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby.
I could be in loveBut I just don't know (don't know, girl)Baby one thing is for certainWhatever you do is workingOther girls don't matterIn your presence can't do what you doThere's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you
Girl you're so one in a millionYou areBaby you're the best I ever hadBest I ever hadAnd I'm certain thatThere ain't nothing betterNo there ain't nothing better than this
You're not a regular girlYou don't give a damn about the lootTalking about I can't do for youBut you can do for yourselfEven though that ain't soBaby cause my dough don't know how to endBut that independent thing I'm with itAll we do is win baby
I could be in loveBut I just don't know (don't know, girl)Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is workingOther girls don't matterIn your presence can't do what you doThere's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you
Baby you're so one in a millionYou areBaby you're the best I ever hadBest I ever hadAnd I'm certain thatThere ain't nothing betterNo there ain't nothing better than thisGirl you're so one in a millionYou areBaby you're the best I ever hadBest I ever hadAnd I'm certain thatThere ain't nothing betterNo there ain't nothing better than this
Diamond girl,Only one in the world,Just one of a kind,She mine.
Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could beA future babyBaby you're one of a kindThat means that you're the only one for meOnly one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a millionYou areBaby you're the best I ever hadBest I ever hadAnd I'm certain thatThere ain't nothing betterNo there ain't nothing better than thisGirl you're so one in a millionYou areBaby you're the best I ever hadBest I ever hadAnd I'm certain thatThere ain't nothing betterNo there ain't nothing better than this

Live your dreams

Girl, in the end
All I ever wanted was for you to live a happy life
I know some parts of it aren't
But if were to truly mean the words I say.
Itll be for you to live happily.
So live your dreams, smile, and enjoy the times with your friends.
They'll make you worth more than I did
If I were to stand in front of you, how could you ever dream big in your life? I'll be there, be it a friend o anybody. To make your dreams come true

when you were the princess and i was a servant

who am i to hold you?
you were the princess
and i was the servant
what was there for you that i could give?
looks? money? future?
i had nothing
and you deserved everything
because you deserve to be with a man better than me
because i'm nothing
because i will always need to work
to survive for another day

Voice of a broken hearted man

Girl, I'm confused, broken, sad.
Sometimes I couldnt imagine if you were gone.
Because you're special
More than anyone else
When others see you harsh
I see you strong
When others see you by your looks
I see you by your heart
When others see happiness
I see brokeness
When you said abt your troubles
I would listen and stayed till you were okay
Each time I see you, I would stare at you knowing that I'm lucky in your arms
When others don't see a bright student
I see a real student and a person who will succeed.
PYJ, I really love you
Please don't go.
I'm sorry for the times I broke your heart
I'm sorry that I act insensitive
I don't know why are you going
But it's doesn't matter to me
I need you.
I don't know whether our reading this but you mean to me.

She's the gal I need